I am back. In Utah that is. Today was the first day of my second week of class but already it feels like I've been studying since September. I've decided that the hardest part is fighting against my own will to be a good student. I know what to do, I'm smart, I can get good grades, but do I want to actually do what is necessary to get them? Not usually, no. If I could just accept that my life IS school right now, it wouldn't be so hard. I keep trying to find ways to balance having fun and studying and the truth is, that isn't possible for me because when I have fun, I don't study. It is a mind-set I get into that I can't get out of. Once I start studying, I don't stop and once I start playing, I don't stop. It's a vicious cycle. Man, this is boring. Sorry. But it is my life. Last week I taped study notes to the wall of the bath tub and studied while I took a bubble bath. That's pretty creative, huh? I'll get more creative someday, I promise, as for now, these really cool pictures of my friend Curtis and I on some train tracks will have to do.


